Is so dificult to be happy for once. The idea is so scary. Lose everything in a moment. The future doesnt exist. Every word that you say can be used against you.
Emptiness
Sadness
Fear
Not knowing what is in front of me scares me to death. Sometimes i think i dont deserve to be happy. But the thought makes me angry because it hurts deep inside. But if it is i will have to deal with it.
Be stronger
Change
Modify
now is the time that i dont know anything.
My reflection is blurry ... But im still alive!